Jacquelyn.

NewYork & Eighteen.


Living for the one who died for me.

Make sure they value your smile and hold on tight to you all the time.

Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine.
Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night.
Tell me that you’re struggling.
Tell me that you’re scared.
No, Tell me that you’re terrified of life.
Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
Tell me how you lost.
Tell me how he left.
Tell me how she left.
Tell me how you lost everything that you had.
Tell me that it ain’t ever coming back.
Tell me about God.
Tell me about love.
Tell me that it’s all of the above.
Say you think of everything in fear.
I bet you’re not the only one who does here.

So I’ve been sleeping with this silence in my mind and all I see scares me and no one knows it.
This boat will not stay afloat.
If I had to walk the earth a thousand times I’d do it cause I love you, Because if you said I had to I would know it to be true, And I would spend every night under the stars, To memorize the patterns both our heartbeats would make, It might stop me from shaking.
I write about love and such, maybe because I want it so much..
and I’ve been talking to God, asking for a just a little help with you, but it’s hopeless..
you can’t stay, I want you gone, for pulling the carpet I was standing on.
Now this is moving in the same direction,But I’m a little too spent to care,’Cause it’s a battlefield till it blows over,Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.We’re throwing stones though we live in glass houses,We talk shit like it’s a cross to bear,You’re only relevant until you get older,Keep your friends close and your enemies closer..
if you keep acting this way, i swear I’ll never come home..

mayday parade basically has the most perfect lyrics.

Inside I hope you know I’m dying With my heart beside me In shattered pieces that may never be replaced And if I died right now you’d never be the same..
you’re killing me slow, and you don’t even know what it is that you’re doing, if you really knew me, you would let me go..
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