Jacquelyn.

NewYork & Eighteen.


Living for the one who died for me.

Remember not our faulty pieces, remember not our rusted parts. It’s not the petty imperfections that define us but the way we hold our hearts, and the way we hold our heads. I hope they write your names beside mine on my gravestone when I’m dead.

I’m stomaching nothing. I’m reaching for no one. I’m leaving this city and I’m headed out to nowhere.

"   I have washed my hands a thousand times but still can see the blood.   "
Sad Prayers for Guilty Bodies - La Dispute
I thought I heard a plane crashing but now I think it was your passion snapping.

In the song damaged goods by la dispute when he says, “Now at the end of everyday I lie awake at night and wait to feel the wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged”, I get chills. Every. Freaking. Time.

The relevance i have to “A broken jar” by la dispute is scary. Gives me chills everytime I listen to it.

show me your bruises, let’s see what humanity is capable of handling.

Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine.
Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night.
Tell me that you’re struggling. Tell me that you’re scared. No,
Tell me that you’re terrified of life.
Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.

whenever I listen to la dispute, everything seems so dark. but for some reason, I can’t stop listening to them. the lyrics just make me stop and think, as if I need to think more..

Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine.
Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night.
Tell me that you’re struggling.
Tell me that you’re scared.
No, Tell me that you’re terrified of life.
Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
Tell me how you lost.
Tell me how he left.
Tell me how she left.
Tell me how you lost everything that you had.
Tell me that it ain’t ever coming back.
Tell me about God.
Tell me about love.
Tell me that it’s all of the above.
Say you think of everything in fear.
I bet you’re not the only one who does here.